jump
Sunday, May 14, 2006
8:42 PM
can a person feel pathetic just cause they're not popular enough? can a person feel like the whole world despises them because they're not popular enough. i dunno bout you ppl. i think the answer is yes.maybe i'm one of those persons.
i know i might say that i don't care about being popular. but somehow. there's a part of me who yearns to be able to hear someone say
'oh that day i went out with soandso.'
and not need to reply
'who..?'
i feel pathetic..
is it ok to suddenly feel sad.
i really feel like i dunno what the hell i'm on this earth for...
do you sometimes just feel like you want to cry. and not know the reason why..
is it just me or do you feel like that too.
and do you feel the need to act like its ok infront of everyone who asks you what's not.
why do i feel that way..?
do you sometimes cry so hard that you shudder but yet you don't let anyone know..
do you hate the feeling where you think your friends know you so well but yet they know nothing.
and do you hate the feeling where you think your friends are horrible cause they don't understand you but infact you don't understand them..
i hate myself.
i despise myself.
i don't wanna be me..
i feel so pathetic that i think my parents hate me...
is it okay to put down everything and just sit there and cry.
is it okay to shed your hard exterior.
is it okay to be youreslf.
can i jump?
K-LOVE
notsoSUNNILY and one of these days when i go berserk,
you better hope that i don't have a knife with me.